MY MOOD TODAY: RED & BLUE

Today I became a monster. Got angry with no exact reasons. Getting so grumpy and cranky at the same time. And at the end, my fiance's being the victim.

Sorry honey, I shall blame the PMS for me being so moody.

It's 3.00 am and I couldn't sleep yet. Not after I saw the news on TV about the tragic accident that caused the death of 9 people plus an unborn child. It's so sad and makes me shaking. I'm not exaggerating. I can feel myself trembling real hard. The most shocking thing is that the accident was caused by a drunk lady who crashed her car to all of the victims. And what I heard, she was too drunk to push the break pedal. I really don't have a heart seeing the video of those innocent people suffering to death by that tragic accident.

I keep wondering how she sleeps at night after it all happened? Can she survive from the guilty feeling for the rest of her life? Knowing she took 9 lives just because she was not responsible enough to drink and drive. The latest news I heard she's also under influenced of ecstasy, marijuana, and God knows what else. Oh, my..

Many people think the suspect didn't look guilty at all. But I think she just tried to calm down. Or maybe the drugs effect were too strong?

Actually it is a valuable lesson for all of us, though. Not by bullying the suspect or even mock her physical appearance like most people did. It is irrelevant to the case. It's not her physical appearance that matters, but her irresponsible action that we should focusing on. I, myself, have lost my nerves to hold my cell phones while I'm driving. Or even have a peek on it. It's not just risking my own life, but others too. Does it even worth it?

This tragedy could happen to anyone. But I'm praying to God this kind of thing won't happen anymore. Not to you, me nor the people I love. May Allah SWT always protect us and lead us to the right path.

PRETTY IN PINK

My apartment is still in a huge mess. The renovation is still on progress. And now I'm still looking up for inspirations on how to decorate it. I was thinking to add up some colors just to lighten up our mood. I made this inspiration board with pink as the majority. But in reality, I promise there will be more other colors than pink. Will post the pictures of my upcoming apartment later. Meanwhile, let's just refresh our eyes by these beautiful images I found everywhere through the internet.

Tomorrow Once More

I know it's still months away. But I can't help myself to not browse these pretty things. I mean, what's the harm, right? These are some various choices of tone colors I wish for the photos. The tone is just too pretty and it's so.. ME!

Still have tons of wishes and inspirations coming up. Will update it on my next posts. This is exciting!
... to be continued ...

♫ ♪ Michael Cera & Ellen Page - "Anyone Else But You" ♫ ♪

We've Only Just Begun

Been a lot of thinking. Getting through a lot of considerations. So this is what I got in mind so far. Inspirations that lead into rough ideas. Actually, this has been in my mind for quite some time now. I know this is just the beginning, not yet the end. I'll keep this blog posted about my other wishes.

1. Grace Kelly's classic dress


2. Zooey Descannel's Asscher cut diamond


... to be continued ...

♫ ♪ The Carpenters - "We've Only Just Begun" ♫ ♪

Foo Fighters - Walk

Despite the history of Dave Grohl as the former member of Nirvana, I really do love Foo Fighters since junior high. Geez, I am that old.

What's not to love about them? Great music, cool members with good tastes and acting skills. I guess they put a lot of thinking in making the concept for their video clips. Ever since the first album, their videos are always fun to watch. There's always stories behind it which makes it sticks in our head even years after.

Here's their new video "Walk" taken from the upcoming album Wasting Light. Just like their other videos, this one too has stories in it. I am in love with the song and also the concept of the video. Watch carefully how they slipped in some stickers from the well known bands. And yes, Nirvana is also included. Can you spot how many band's stickers are there?

John Lennon - Woman

The most romantic song anyone has ever dedicated to me. Well, despite few errors, the effort is very much appreciated. And yes, you really find ways to make me blush all over again.

You know who you are :')

Don't You Think?

Now I Know Why...

Image is taken from here

♫ ♪ The New Pornographers - "Hey Snow White" ♫ ♪

Shop Until You Drop

"I'm sick of being made to feel like if only I had a little bit more crap, my life would be complete"

I got that quote from the video below by The Resident. How about you, have you ever feel completed emotionally when you buy things? Feeling established when you have the latest iPhone 4 when you already had iPhone 3? Feeling so good owning pairs of Melissa shoes while the fact is those plastic shoes kinda hurt your feet? Well, I have. Here I admit it. I am a shopaholic. I felt completed once I bought some killer shoes, while my old shoes are still in perfect condition. I feel happy after buying pretty clothes to fill in my closet. And I feel good every time I bought cute analog cameras while the fact I rarely use it. It's not because of pride or anything, but simply because I feel emotionally completed once I own stuff, err... craps. That is why, my biggest fear is having my own credit card. I actually have two credit cards from different banks, but I only use it for emergency needs. I try to control my mind that I do not own any credit card so I won't shop like a mad woman. I guess this method worked, because I rarely use those credit cards.

So how do I manage my money?

Up until this moment, I have 5 bank accounts with different needs. One of it is for pleasure, includes shopping. And yes, I do spare special budget for pleasure. I guess, that is just one way for me to enjoy life. I'm still in a process of learning to be a smart shopper. Lately, I'm applying the theory of needs and wants. Before buying craps, there's a few simple questions I'm asking myself; "How much do I want this thing?", "Is it worth to buy for?", "Can I use this thing in any different occasion?" or "Do I really need it?".

It might sounds simple but it's so hard to apply in real life. Some people find it difficult to differentiate between need and want though. That's what happened to me. After watching the video below, let's see how would you react. As for me, I felt like someone slapped me in the face. Ouch.

CintaCobain

Did you know that April 5 is the unofficial anniversary of Kurt Cobain's death? To mark the 17th anniversary of his death, Jared Letto made this video of him impersonating Cobain, singing "Penny Royal Tea" and "Rape Me". He wears the legendary green sweater and also a blonde wig. He does look like Cobain in the video. It feels like Cobain's soul is really alive in Letto's body. If there's any producer's planning to make a movie regarding Cobain's life, I think Letto should be considered as one of the strongest candidates. Don't you think?

A little flashback, I used to have "cintacobain" as my ID. But lately, I decided to just use my real name instead. Why? Because many people have mistaken "cintacobain" as love on trial. While the actual meaning is loving Cobain in Bahasa Indonesia. So, to avoid those kind of mistakes, I prefer to keep "cintacobain" for my own. But I will forever be "cintacobain" in the heart.

Documentary of Kings of Leon "Talihina Sky"

Dude, this is way beyond awesome. Watching the trailer makes me even curious to watch the whole movie directed by Stephen C. Mitchell. I'm even more curious than curious George himself. Seeing how a preacher's son and nephew becoming rockstars and known by worldwide. I've become one of their fans since few years ago. I hate to admit that they're one of the bands that I don't immediately love. It took time for me to become their die hard fan. They produced a not-so-easy-listening type of music. But as you carefully listened to their music, it's hard for you to go back hating them. Believe me, I've tried. I'm so excited knowing this documentary of the Followill Brothers is going to be shown at the Tribeca Film Festival in New York City. But deep inside, I really hope they won't turn their wheel of fortune in acting career because that will be so overrated. They're doing just fine by just making awesome music and trashing in their twitter account.

Poison Arts

Went to the opening art exhibition at Grand Indonesia, called "POISON #1". It's a group exhibition by bunch of talented artists. Actually, I don't consider myself as an art expert, so I don't think I'm capable enough to review all of the arts. But as an amateur art lover, I really enjoyed all of it. I was mesmerized to see how the artists interpret their thoughts and out of the box point of view in a very interesting way.


ps: All photos taken by my talented friend @HobbitVeve

♫ ♪ The XX - "Heart Skipped a Beat" ♫ ♪

Oh No, I Think I Might Have A Girl Crush

Shirley Kurata

About two years ago, I found an amazing wardrobe stylist through a random blog walking. She has worked with some astonishing musicians/celebrities; such as Beck, Elijah Wood, Zooey Deschannel, Elvis Costello, Jenny Lewis and many more. Her name is Shirley Kurata. She also did some editorial photoshoots and ad campaigns. It was mind blowing. Apparently, she is represented by Giant Artists who also representing other noteworthy artists (photographers, art directors, illustrators, designers, filmmakers and stylist). Check out this pictures below and you'll know what I mean. Or simply click the link to witness it by your own eyes.

On December 17, Giant Artists did an exhibition plus launched their book featured a wide range of works by its artists called Giant NOW! Seeing how unbelieveably good the works are, it makes me desperately want to have the book for my own.

Here are some of my favorite pictures of Shirley's work.

Devendra Banhart
Photographer: Lauren Dukoff

Beck
Photographer: Autumn de Wilde

Paste Magazine
Photographer: Autumn de Wilde

Mike Andrews
Photographer: Autumn de Wilde

Oliver Peoples Fall 2009 Campaign
Photographer: Autumn de Wilde

Photographer: Aaron Ruell

♪ ♫ The Cure - "Just Like Heaven" ♫ ♪