MY MOOD TODAY: RED & BLUE

Today I became a monster. Got angry with no exact reasons. Getting so grumpy and cranky at the same time. And at the end, my fiance's being the victim.

Sorry honey, I shall blame the PMS for me being so moody.

It's 3.00 am and I couldn't sleep yet. Not after I saw the news on TV about the tragic accident that caused the death of 9 people plus an unborn child. It's so sad and makes me shaking. I'm not exaggerating. I can feel myself trembling real hard. The most shocking thing is that the accident was caused by a drunk lady who crashed her car to all of the victims. And what I heard, she was too drunk to push the break pedal. I really don't have a heart seeing the video of those innocent people suffering to death by that tragic accident.

I keep wondering how she sleeps at night after it all happened? Can she survive from the guilty feeling for the rest of her life? Knowing she took 9 lives just because she was not responsible enough to drink and drive. The latest news I heard she's also under influenced of ecstasy, marijuana, and God knows what else. Oh, my..

Many people think the suspect didn't look guilty at all. But I think she just tried to calm down. Or maybe the drugs effect were too strong?

Actually it is a valuable lesson for all of us, though. Not by bullying the suspect or even mock her physical appearance like most people did. It is irrelevant to the case. It's not her physical appearance that matters, but her irresponsible action that we should focusing on. I, myself, have lost my nerves to hold my cell phones while I'm driving. Or even have a peek on it. It's not just risking my own life, but others too. Does it even worth it?

This tragedy could happen to anyone. But I'm praying to God this kind of thing won't happen anymore. Not to you, me nor the people I love. May Allah SWT always protect us and lead us to the right path.